Sometimes what I'm looking for comes when I'm not looking at all.

 

Like what I wrote, indeed. HAHAHA!
(Honestly, I read it as 'Sometimes what I'm not looking for comes when I'm not looking at all' at first. LOL!)

Habits define who are, & we all have habits. So do you have good ones or bad ones?
Some of my habits, I really am trying hard to change them. But you know... Habits are not called habits for nothing; they seem to stick to you like glue. :|
Like for example, using my emotions to do stuffs? Just look at my room & you'll know what I'm talking about. Just a few weeks of depression, & it's now slowly losing its floor space. But it's still way better than hmm.. Say 2 months ago? LOL. That was the most epic, because if I remember correctly, there's only one question to ask when you see my room then: "Your room have floor?"

To redeem myself, my room can be super tidy okay. But it has to meet the "good mood days" of course. :\
Poor room, subjected to the tortures of my mood swings.


Anyways, changing in progress okay~ Slowly~ Everyday, every moment, consciously I had to remind myself. If I were to stick myself in my room everyday, not seeing people, I wouldn't say that I would mind.
But that's not me.

Secondary school times may be the worse times of my life; so epic-ly torturous that the only reason I'm going is because I HAVE to go. Given a choice, I would just escape. My ultimate solution to every problem is to run away HAHAHA!
But I discovered humour; my friends & I, we laughed everyday. Cold jokes were the trend & we seriously laughed everyday. We laughed over new jokes, re-laughed at those really good old ones. :D

Therefore, even though secondary school was so epic-ly horrible to me, there were good memories. :]
I have to admit, we're made up of the odd bunch of people but in my eyes, we're the only sane & decent bunch of people in that place. LOL.


Oh well, August is ending.. FINALLY. Times flies, that's good. :]
I absolutely cannot wait for September to begin, but first thing first, there's 30th Aug to look forward to.
I'm really not that excited over it (am getting a lil anti-social recently), but I can try.