There it goes..

Everything I love.
Everything I treat like treasure.
All my friends, the ones who actually care about me.
All the things I love doing, with some complains, but undeniably still love doing.
All the singing which I love with all my heart.
The guitar playing, the songs I play & sing to the one who really loves me from the start.

I just ask myself, why must I let myself reach this stage? Then I realise, I wanted this, didn't you? You told yourself you will turn back when everything's gone. Now that everything's gone, is it time to turn back?
Can I get all the things I love back now?

Life without hope, without love, especially without faith, not like a life at all.