This week's been a roller coaster rider kinda week.
Each day feels like a totally different day, with different emotions experienced & different things learnt.

Out of nowhere, I see them working harder. & I wonder if it's because of me..
I don't know to feel happy about it? Or be worried about them?
State of confusion.

I feel bad that I work so little, especially with me not working during peak hours.
So I try to make it up by working extra hard so they don't have to.
Maybe I worked a little too hard for myself to handle.. I'm kinda stupid that way. :|

Then to make things worse, new news came by just yesterday which is kinda world-shaking to me. Just 1 year, do we really need that many changes? I'm against changes, I get hurt & I wish everything just remains the same now because I really love the way it is now!

But then again, challenges in life I guess.
"你的生活不完美吗？" You asked.
I don't know what to say.


Tomorrow is the start of a new working week. I'm going to make it awesome! ^^