Grateful for?

Now it feels so fake, SO FAKE.
What exactly am I grateful for? Huh? I'm going to Genting for a WEEK tomorrow & I don't even BOTHER to move my ass to pack.

I kinda hate this, okay.
Why is my life so screwed up seriously. WHY ARE YOU TRYING SO HARD YOU EVIL @#^&*%.
LEAVE ME ALONE!