In about 3 more days, I'll be on a bus heading off to Genting AGAIN. :)

Maybe I'll tell my momma about it later, so that she won't be shocked when she don't see her precious daughter for a whole week. LOL.

You know, I really really want the trip to start now because I really really want to live in an environment whereby I can be near God all the time. On my own, I just cannot do it. I mean, I look at my room & I just can't do anything.

I want to change, but I just can't find the strength. I don't even know what I'm doing everyday, useless things perhaps. I can use the time to do better things, like Edius for example, but I don't.

I'm selfish, but I like being in a small group. Which is why I'm going to miss our previous Genting trip very much. Being in a big group makes me feel so small, haha!

& also, I'm getting really 'thin' recently. It's 'not' bothering me, a lot.
Sigh.