F5.

You know how sometimes you press F5 & your screen goes completely blank because F5 is also known as "refresh"?
Yesterday felt like an F5 day.

Granted, I wasn't perfect. There's still feelings of despair, self-loathing & lack of self-control but they were all MAGNITUDES lower than how they felt before.

I hope it's not an illusion.


I'm kinda still stuck in my fishtank, but I will get out of it. Soon.
Seeing couples together just reminds me of the freedom I've now lost. Yay.