Hope.

What's that?
I think I've lost it after the Elenin camp thing.

It seems like a never-ending adventure to find that back now. It doesn't really matter, everything doesn't. When I thought I've found a way out, all it takes is just one day. Or should I say half a day? To remind myself again of why I don't deserve all these.

What has this blog become? Its purpose has been tarnished.

If my life has become like this, why do you tell me to keep fighting?
It's a losing battle anyway.
I'm so sorry I wasn't loyal to you.. Haha. Dreams.. vanished.