Thinking back, looking back at the current state of the situation which I am facing, I realised one very critical mistake/stupid thought which I have indulged myself in: I've let the environment/situation affect me like one hell of a big deal.
-insert all sorts of multi-language vulgarities-
Big mistake, Michelle Tan, big mistake.
(Yes, I like to talk in 3rd person because I'm egoistic like that.)
I can make changes, yes I can. Change, Michelle, change. Because Obama says so.
So yeah, why let myself die and sink into the circumstances which I cannot change or deal with? Just go with the flow and do what I wanna do. If I want my life which I had before, I should just make changes which involves actions and discipline which I have done before. Yes?
Yes!
So yup, gonna do something about it. Yes, people still affect me like one hell of a big deal.
(Because I'm weak like that.)
But doesn't mean I have to continue being weak. I can start standing up and start being strong!
Courageous!
No longer the weakling which everyone sees me to be! :D
No longer the failure which everyone thought I am!
Because I know and I can feel it and I want to make you proud.
Because I miss you so much, .... , miss you sooooo much...
-ends with nice piano ending- :)
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